It's 9:20am now and I am in the car waiting for TH to do his stuff at Celcom. I am recalling my little gal comment on Sunday. She was disappointed that I have not write for a while now and there's nothing for her to read.
Well, I was kind of upset with her lately but I do not know how to go about it. Could it be that she is pampered by me that she is becoming a spoil brat. Is it my mistake. She has an attitude problem. She has now forgotten what kindness, respect, love, good manners, etc are. She often throws tantrum, behave rudely, ignore people, etc.
Gosh! what has happened to the lovely little princess that I once had. She used to be so loving, fun, innocent, well manner and was even a teacher to me at one point. She taught me little simple things that I forgot. I really miss those days when she got home and had a lot to tell over her lunch. Nah, not anymore, now she only has her book. I cant even ask a question twice or else she will throw tantrum and blame me for not listening and remembering well. I wish I have good memory like before but unfortunately, I am getting old. Hmm..
Anyway, I was delighted this morning at FRIM with TH. He was passing a judgement on an old man while we were walking. He said that whenever he talks to that old man, he feels at ease and he thinks he is a kind man. So I asked him how he would judge me. He smiled and was a little reluctant to speak. Told him that I will not get upset and that he can be frank. He said he is so used to me and there is nothing I should change. So sweet:) He is so kind and tolerant. I can be real nasty at times, hehehe......
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